perghhh knape lah boring tahpa gaban sgt uhh lately nih ? seriously...im starting to hate her these lately ! she get me annoyed wth her -.- bole tk kalau 1 hari tu tk memekak ke, membebel ke ? thts annoying mannnnn -.- tuu lah aku dah ckp, makin lama aku duduk dlm rumah nihh, makin glerr+bengong+buntuu tahap gaban pun ade ! -.- sumpah fedup sial, i feel like....nk menjerit bia 1 subang bestari nih dgr -.- perghh sumpah boring sial. ingt time spm jee bole jd glerr, but then afta spm pun...it doesnt change anythng -.- haihhhhhh. stresss ! bosan ! rse cmm, wth ! tkde keje lain ke nk bwt ?! huuuuuhhhh. lemass kot aku dlm rumah nihhhh -.- membebel 24/7 -.- haihhh nk tnggu resault, lmbt lg. what a life ! -.- andd somehow im feeling apathetic wth these bullshit thngs ! giler aku tk lme lg... haaaaa haneef, haneef, where have u been ? mmm lately nihh dia pun like menghilang kan dri,andd soo am i. kerana moodswings aku yg tk brape stabil tuhh, masing2 menghilangkan dri, mcm org tiup lilin, fuhh ! (excusme ? ko mrepek ape nihh huh ? tkde kena mengena dgn lilin, hahah) seee, makin menjadi2 kegilaan aku nih. haihhh hidup ouhh hidupp.mmmm jupgie bile bapak balik, ada org mengadu, then bapak ketuk pintu, masuk bilik and start kuliah, ohoiiii mcm ni lah rutin harian bile brgaduh dgn 'DIA' alahaiii tk sabar rse nyer nk tnggu petang nih. then kena kuliah then bebel2, pastu kena mintk maaf and stuff. eishhhh ! annoying kan ?! duh !

Perasaan Ini

now aku rasa bru aku find out yg why im not even happy when SPM's done. it's just.. maybe cuz there will be no more hangout wth them, i mean, no more lepak lepak dgn budak2 clas semua, arghhhhh tk best kot. obviously, i hate this part -.- im gonna miss them soo much -.- especially fatin, yg duduk dlm class same2 dgn aku,yg slalu gaduh dgn aku everytime mood swing aku mencecah tahap giler, then rehat same2, kutuk minah psycho tue, hahaha even lepak rumah die, then apyp yg slalu like 'nadia ! ajar aku matrix ! dah nk exam nih.(dgn muka langsi die tuh!) hehh then nija, yg pg2 aku ajak die kua class utk turun kantin smate mate nk pg beli keropok lekor, hahah it was really a sweet moment wth them and now i already miss them soo bad :( memang dlu slalu trpekik telolong ckp tk sabar nk habes skolah and stuff but bila fikir2 balik en, sumpah rindu kot ! skarang ni pun aku dah rindu time class dgn teacher shaista :( bile time science je, sumpah excited gler nk blaja, Pn.Shaista was SUPERB ! i love her :) macam2 lah kot -.- rinduuu sgt ! :( now bru kau rase mcm mne prasaan bile dah habis skolah, n its already happened to meee :( im kinda like......sedih kot -.- then just nw survey punye survey kt youtube, jumpe laa this one lagu niee, bile dengar lyric die en, its kinda like relating wth wht im feeling now, whch is ;
its 2 a.m
feeling like i just lost a friend
hope u know its not easy,
easy for me

i'll never forget u guys, we will meet up someday :)

tired -.-

afta thngs to thngs, now its already reach to the final level : just came bck from the graduation ! :) atlast ! no more exam, no more bangun pagi2, no more homework, no more.......whtsoever lah .. ! hahah feel free~~~~ :DD but bila fikir balik, mst lepas nie rindu skolah punya lah ! -.- mcm2 kot yg jd kt skolah, bitter sweet memories mmg bnyak lah :( rindu dak2 kelas :( nija, apyp, fatin, hafiz, and soo on -.- im gona miss u guys, really miss :( hoping tht our friendship will remain forever :) okayyy, now sambung balik pasal graduation day td, ahahhh bole pulak iklan masuk benda lain, touching2 lak ! hahah :D then haha pg2 lg dah bngun, kemas bilik, then siap2 nk pakai bju baru sume, hehh glamour u ! haha tkde la glamour mne, biase jee :) pastu dah siap2 sume, aku pu dgn harapan nk tnjuk bju baru yg aku pakai ni kt ibu, but then -.- bad moment -.- ibu tk larat, cuz mybe malam td penat jge amir yusuf kot, bru lepas sunat la kte kan. okay then bapak pun hantar aku pg SEGi College. then bole pulak time sampai tu, ade aa scene2 yg menyakitkan hati en, bole pulak aku nmpak 2 org minah nie kan, pergh bajet lawa sial ! padahal ko tue tkde aa lawa mne ! alahaaiii, just ko bawak balak, fikir balak ko tu hot sgt ke ?! aku dgn fatin memang anti gler aa kt sorg minah ni, fatin lg benci la kot ! hey i gives u hell okay ! bla blaa ( malas nk brcerita pasal minah yg ntah pape tu en) then time dalam dewan, soo far best aa jugak en, hollowhead performed, then ade slideshow, pergh time slideshow tu sumpah sedih gler kot ! lepas ni dah tkde da bnda2 alah tu sume, i mean, gelak2 cm org gler kt skolah, mrayap ape sume, but like i said, everythng happens with a reason . then sampai mse utk naik stage n amik sijil as a Graduan ! u noe ! hahah mcm trketaar ketar nk naek tu, tngan gler sejuk aa, hahah padahal bukan de pape pun :P bla bla blaaaa sampai la satu part ni, photography session. time ni, again ! tht minah buat hal -.- eii tolong lah faham weh, dah kelas blakang tu dah lah, tkpayah aa nk trhegeh2 masuk class org, bukan nk ckp ape aa, tk payah aa nk menyebuk kt class org, menyemak siot ! mcm tk sedar dri pun ye gak.....hmm malas aa nk pnjang2 cte.bla bla bla, sampai la rumah, but then i was soo frustrated actually cuz mak long cant come to pick me :( she cnt make it cuz pak long will be here by tmorow :( i was like.....kayyy, maybe next time nad, u still got the time, its a long holiday, dont worry :) but then, bila sampai kt 1 part tu ................................. -.- i just cant say it, most terrible thgs happened and i never expect it would happen -.- i just need some greetings from her, but instead the other thngs came happened -.-

X'(

tak nak jawab SPM boleh tak ? eiii annoying nyer lah ! :( 4 months left :( im sooo not ready :( macam mana :( adoiii tak de mood laa bila cakap pasal SPM neyh :( APFT ! wait for me :) hehhh :P boring aa skarang neyh. tak tau ape yg aku mencarut neyh -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU :)

comel tak this cake ? i made it for ibu and bapak since today is ibu's birthday and sekali celebrate fathers's day :D
this already showed that i really love ibu and bapak :) even aku ney degil, nakal, tak dengar cakap, suka melawan, keras kepala, kepala angin, and mcm2 lg, but then hati aku ney lembut, baru kena sergah siket dah nangis :(
but nk bwt cmne, nama pun perempuan, hati lembut aa, bukan sengaja buat buat nangis, dah memang nk nangis -,- hmmm nevermind, wht past is past, start with something new :) jupg when they all get back from terengganu, i'll make SUPRISE ! tak sabar :P hehhh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU :)
MAY ALLAH BLESS U :)
I ALWAYS LOVE U :)

love- Ur daughter, Siti Nadia :)

Berhenti Berharap.

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersurut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat
kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenangan mu
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
ku terima
kemenangan ku
-.-

:(

shitt :( someone is stealing my bf's heart :( babi la pompuan tue :( aku slama ney rapat and baek sgt sgt dgn dia but then she like going to backstab me :( how long have we be like a bestfriend ever afta ? u knw i love him and u knw how much i love him, how much i need him, but then why u're trying like......flirting and whtsoooever ? just bcuz we rapat but that doesnt mean i ask u to flirt wth him :( wht have i done to u ? why kau bwt aku mcm neyhh :( aku daa puas mencarut dgn kau, terpulang kau nk bwtpe skarang. aku da cukup baek dgn kau, but kau maen kotor dgn aku -.- fine ! we'll see wht next -.- two words ; babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aaa !

haihhhh da lama x post blog ouh ! and mcm agk penat sgt ouh hari neyhhh, almaklum aa bru balek from camp :) giler best kot ! excel camp training memang superb giler ouh ! heeee :D but then rindu pulak ouh dkt sana :( mcm xnk balek jee bila gie sana, best sgt kot ! rindu dgn abg azmy ! alahaiiii abg tue comel jee ouh ! hahahah aku suka usha dia, dia da bole kenal da sape aku ouh ! haha kantoi ! heh xpe xpe, dah biasa, haha :D but dia handsome + comel laa, skinny je orgnyer, heee :) rindu pulak laa dgn roommate aku, ili, k.nurul, syasya ( makcik ney aku rindu giler kot ! hehe) and aisyy :) miss u guys ! and miss "budak pakai bju quicksilver warna orange" ! hehe awwww rindu dia weyhhhh ! hahahaha :D da la chinese look ! mcm hot giler je kot ! grrrrr hahah :D rindu maen pas2 kertas dlm kuliah dgn "si oren", haha :P mcm rindu aa dgn dak dak kem :( especially si oren :(

Gossip girl maniac ! :)

ouh my goshhh ! i dont know why, but all of sudden, like suka gossip girl doe ! grrrr :D i love chase crawford aka nate archibald, he wass soooooooo damn fucking hot ! and also blair waldorf aka leighton meester.. grr lawa sgt ! HOT ! :) giler obses kot ! :(( and i love their outfit ! ishhhhhh :D here's are some of their photos :) credit to CWTV for those photos :D

SI COMEL lg HOT ! haha

sumpanh bosan giler hari neyh.. but then bosan hilang bila aku online, tbe fayadh commnet, fayadh neyy da aa cam bangang cket. but best kot kawan ngn dia, asyik gelak jee, ntah, mcm best aa bila borak ngn dia, da aa dia cm bangang bangang ayam, hahahahaha sumpah best borak ngn dia, da laaa cam comel jee pakcik sorg neyh, hahahahah check it out : >>>>> ini laa dia si fayadh abdul halim :) agak comel en pakcik neyh ? but comel tue utk dolu dolu, time dia kt KIBLAH ( hahah) but now oanggil dia si HOT pulak, enn wey ? hahahaha now dia kt syria, next year baru balek, kan yadh en ? hahahaha :D yadh balek cepat doe, bole gegar rumah aku, taw taw ! hahahahahhaha :DDDDD

adoiii, hari yg sgt meletih kan ! -_- pg td gie skolah cam biasa, hari ney paper seni and perdagangan, but thank God aku x amek perd, sooo agk release gak aa kepala :) tp bwat seni cam sakai je, leceh aa lukis lukis warna warna neyhhhh, xminat aku ! hurmmm then afta abes seni, rehat, hari ney time rehat cm makan bnyk gler kot, nasi goreng + keropok lekor, tataw aa asal cm kelaparan je ouh ! haha :D then afta abes je rehat, syahir da standby tnggu aku kt kelas, x abes2 nk blasah aku, xguna nyer syahir, but last last aku jugak aa yg menang ! hahahaha :D tiba tiba en, srikanth dtg kt aku, "nad, ada hot news for u ! " aku cm..... huh? apa dia ? then tiba tiba srikanth kua kan kertas, "nah, DK bg number dia kt u" perghhh ! sumpah terkejut ! then srikanth : "dia da amek ur number kot td, i pg bg kt dia" perghhh ! tue lg aku trkejut ! patut aa td lepas je abes rehat aku tgk si DK lepak kt depan kelas aku. lg sakaiii ! sebenarnyer aku just nk kacau dia je, but xsangka lak bole melarat sampai cmney kot ! memang aaa dia agk comel, but xde apa apa niat pown kt dia, just niat nak kcu jeeee, hahahahahaha :D i should tell this thng to him, but too bad, masing masing like busy je now, dia dgn kolej dia, aku dgn exam aku lg, hmmmmm no comment -_- bla bla blaaaaa - then td gie lepak rumah k.mas jup, da 2 hari da lepak dgn k.mas, semalam dgn hari ney, 2 hari berturut turut makan lunch free jee ouh ! giler best ! hahahah :D sayang giler ngn k.mas ! heeee :D pastue td gie teman k.mas gie ikano jup, pg dgn nabil, nabil drive, hhahahaha :D giler lawak je ngn nabil td ouh ! :D then k.mas blanje mkn kek kt secret recipe, pastue gie mkn mcd lak, hahah sumpah best ! heee :D then smpai skolah, dlm kul 5 lebih, bapak dtg amek. sampai laa now neyh.. agk penat + boring -_- but yg pastinyer, I MISS HIM SO BAD NOW and im still waiting for his text -_- miss him sooo muchh :( nak nanges plus nak mengamok plus letih plus penat, mcm mcm aa rasa -_- shitttt :(

u deserve it

siapa suro buat org, kena kt batang hidung sendiri kan dah saket, thats what i got from u before, serves u right! aku puas kau saket. bila dah saket, baru reti carik aku ? kau pk kau hot ? please ! talk to the hand ! fuck off u asshole ! huh

U hit me soo much miss, im soo frust with u miss :( my life seems meaningless when u done this to me, its hurt babe ! :( THANKS A LOT !

I GIVES U HELL !

i hate u ! bitch ! for u miss, i know that u're gonna read this ! but please ! just to remind u, keep away from me and stopp being a busybody girl ! whatever i wanna be, it doesnt have any related wth u, soo backk off laaa u ! who cares if i wanna talk about anyone pown, its my blog ! my personal things ! who u think u ARE huh ? fuck off la u ! again i repeat, STOP BEING A BUSY BODY GURL ! back offff u fucker ! i know that jealousy is what makes u really talk bitch ! kalau aku dah start mencarut tue, jangan harap aku nk stop ! huh !

SIFAT MENGILUT BULAN KELAHIRAN :)

JULAI
* Sangat suka didamping.
* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki.
* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang.
* Ada harga dan maruah diri.
* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan.
* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus.
* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain.
* Sangat peramah.
* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya.
* Berjiwa sentimental.
* Jarang berdendam.
* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan.
* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh.
* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental.
* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang.
* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang.
* Tinggi daya simpati.
* Pemerhatian yang tajam.
* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian.
* Mudah dan rajin belajar.
* Suka muhasabah diri.
* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama.
* Suka mendiamkan diri.
* Suka duduk di rumah.
* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan.
* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa.
* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut.
* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet.
* Minta disayangi.
* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih.
* Terlalu mengambil berat.
* Rajin dalam membuat kerja
ehehhhhh :P

:|

layan :)

aggravated!

seriusly aku bengang doe ngn sorg minah neyh! mcm ****! haaaaa. agk lancau ah gak die. da ah backstabber, eeii seriusly mcm ****! no one can be trusted anymore. akhir akhir zaman ney mcm mcm bole jd, kwn mkn kwn lah, itu lah ini lah, seriusly tak sangke ah ngn prangai die. yeah,i knw that, nobody is perfect, even aku pown bwat bnde yg same gak, but ape yg pompuan tue bwat mmg mcm bangang ah! dah tau bwat salah, bt still denying, bodoh giler! harap je pndi dlm class, class 5 amanah lak tue, budak bio lg tue, tapi bodoh die tue mmg ter amat sgt punye bodoh ah!
harap dlm buku jee pndai, bt bile ckp about common sense, mmg bodoh giler! harap muke jee lawa mcm tue, bt prangai? OUT! bermasalah betul lah ko pompuan! arghhhhhh! ;|

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haihhh
boring giler ariney
haha esok dah skolah!
im the most happiest girl in the world! (hotak kau!;p)
agak ah, agak haapy la gak, as long as aku trlepas dr bwat kje kt rumah ;))
huuhuu
duhh! hari berganti hari, today da 4 haribulan da pown,
tomorrow da bukak skolah
new day new life!
aku kne berubah da skarang.
im gonna take SPM tak lame lg
grrrr cuak!
menyeramkan ouh! tunggu mase je skarang
grrrr! naek bulu roma aku!
got nothing to say, nanti2 la pose lg ;)
chio
-nadia-