Berhenti Berharap.

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersurut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat
kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenangan mu
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
ku terima
kemenangan ku
-.-

:(

shitt :( someone is stealing my bf's heart :( babi la pompuan tue :( aku slama ney rapat and baek sgt sgt dgn dia but then she like going to backstab me :( how long have we be like a bestfriend ever afta ? u knw i love him and u knw how much i love him, how much i need him, but then why u're trying like......flirting and whtsoooever ? just bcuz we rapat but that doesnt mean i ask u to flirt wth him :( wht have i done to u ? why kau bwt aku mcm neyhh :( aku daa puas mencarut dgn kau, terpulang kau nk bwtpe skarang. aku da cukup baek dgn kau, but kau maen kotor dgn aku -.- fine ! we'll see wht next -.- two words ; babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aaa !

haihhhh da lama x post blog ouh ! and mcm agk penat sgt ouh hari neyhhh, almaklum aa bru balek from camp :) giler best kot ! excel camp training memang superb giler ouh ! heeee :D but then rindu pulak ouh dkt sana :( mcm xnk balek jee bila gie sana, best sgt kot ! rindu dgn abg azmy ! alahaiiii abg tue comel jee ouh ! hahahah aku suka usha dia, dia da bole kenal da sape aku ouh ! haha kantoi ! heh xpe xpe, dah biasa, haha :D but dia handsome + comel laa, skinny je orgnyer, heee :) rindu pulak laa dgn roommate aku, ili, k.nurul, syasya ( makcik ney aku rindu giler kot ! hehe) and aisyy :) miss u guys ! and miss "budak pakai bju quicksilver warna orange" ! hehe awwww rindu dia weyhhhh ! hahahaha :D da la chinese look ! mcm hot giler je kot ! grrrrr hahah :D rindu maen pas2 kertas dlm kuliah dgn "si oren", haha :P mcm rindu aa dgn dak dak kem :( especially si oren :(