its annoyed me yawwww -.-

Ramblingggggg bfore sleep

sooo had a good time with fara today :) we watched percy jackson and the lightning thief and it was superb ! and the lead actor was like damn HOT ! and we both already melted wth his blue eyes as he acted as a son of Poseidon, Lord of the sea :) but anythng, u guys must watch it :D soo hanging wth fara, masuk mcm2 kedai, try san sini punya baju, then lunch dkt aunty anne n i tell u ! hotdog dia sedap giler weyyyh ! then afta tht pg lah merayap jln2, then sampai kt ths one stall ni, aku tringin la pulak nk pierce hidung (actualy dah lme nk bwt, but asyik tkde mase je) then, i think bout 10 to 15 mins bfore pierce tu, aku mcm org tk tntu arah cuz like cuak gler bila nk pierce tu, haha. tkle bla kot. kejap nk bwt, kejap tknk. mcm ape jee :D but atlast ! aku selamat lah jugak pierce hidung aku tu, soo for the time being, i feel like a little bit uncomfortable la -.- rasa cm nk tonyoh aje hidung nih ! hahah :D but then everythngs going on smoothly today :D sooo now actually mata dah ngantok giler ! soo mybe later guys ! Goodnight and sugardreams ! And i miss u a lot -.-

You cant face the world if you're not being yourself.

nothing much interesting today. the time goes same like the past days. somehow i miss my old days i've spend together with you. feeling bad recently. to me, u're my personal miracle. i wanted u to be the first and the last, but i couldnt ensure yet if tht thing might possible happen in a real life. so i'll take it as... 'DREAM ON'. i just being myself. try to forget u, but seems like it didnt work out. thts horrible. i have to fight wth these feelings like everyday, every hours, every mins or even every seconds. its pathetic. but at least im being who i am.

Even if u were a millions miles away I could still feel u near me

sooo life have been pretty good soo far (and im watching santau :D haha) couple days ago, i've made a decision to forget everything tht have any related to him, (actually dah bnyk kali nk buat, but tk menjadi ! haha) but then, last night he called me ! ^^. i feel like, goshhh ! i DO need u right now, but at the same time, i REALLY need some times to forget everything bout u, but whyy, when everything goes on smoothly, u appear back ? ^^ i thought u never need me -.-

and recently, idk why all of sudden, everything bout that BIATCH came up in my mind, and kept distracting me from doing everything tht i wanted to do, perghhh gila stress weyhh. ntah apa punya setan pun aku tk tau -.- i feel like crying like hell, mcm....damn kau ! and i feel like menyesal giler p tnya dkt si 'Dia' pasal tht B tu. tu lah, gatal sgt nk tau, menyesal tk sudah weh -.- and bck to the main topic; okay like 3 days ago kot, like the whole day, he doesnt call me or even text me ! okay at first, aku berlagak cool lah kan, relax aa, meaning, berlagak like 'im gonna find a way to make it without u...tonight !' but mcm sengsara sikit aa, haha mmg sengsara tahap gaban aa, nak nak lg when i've tried so hard to recall BACK ! wht they both have been through together -.- tu lah, gedik lg nk p recall pasal depa bwt pe -.- then mcm dah boring sgt, aku tdo and off phone. soo then the next morning tu bila bukak phone, then tgk ada 3 misscalled weh ! no cmnt ^^

then last night, he pranked me ! perghh mcm.... ! mmg aku mencarut tahap *&%#$$ ! bla bla bla, borak dgn dia, sampai dkt this part, i've made a decision to tell him wht i've felt bfore cuz sepanjang aku borak dgn dia, ada je benda yg aku mengarut, nk marah2 n stuff(since im having my bad PMS ! -.-) n mybe dia like bengang kot (lantak kau lah ^^) soo dia suruh aku burst out wht i've felt (haaa good idea sayang !) (even i miss calling him wth tht name -.-) sooo i told him the truth n about a few minutes, he give me like some excuses (he was trying to avoid me thought -.-) hell ya ! n from there i've made a very hard hard decision, to forget everything ABOUT HIM ! then aku hantar like 1 page text n tell him to not contact me n just forget everythng tht happened n he replied, 'up to u then'. soo yeahhh ! n pg td bngun, feel like nk mula hidup baru lah konon2 (:P) n everything goes on smoothly today, then ptg td, he called me ! haaaaaaaaaaaa then sumpah aku tk tau nk cmnt ape ^^.
sooo thts wht happened today, soo mybe later guys ! (rse mcm hari ni bnyk curse org, no hard feeling !)

Just Let It Flow

Its been like ages i didnt update ths blog. I was very busy bfore, preparing for my driving license test, and finally, i past ! :D OMG ! its like, bulan jatuh ke riba, ahahaha. Then internet pulak like.. slow giler babi lah, susah giler nk online -.-then now bila dpt online, perghh nikmat giler ! got nothing to say actually, its like boring giler, n need somethng to burst out my emotion. life is just the same. nothng interesting in my daily life, except for going to metro, cuz everytime ada je driving lesson, mesti excited giler, pg2 buta lg dah bngun to get prepared for the class, haha. but seriuosly, sometimes feeling cnt be expressed with words, soo later !