Even if u were a millions miles away I could still feel u near me

sooo life have been pretty good soo far (and im watching santau :D haha) couple days ago, i've made a decision to forget everything tht have any related to him, (actually dah bnyk kali nk buat, but tk menjadi ! haha) but then, last night he called me ! ^^. i feel like, goshhh ! i DO need u right now, but at the same time, i REALLY need some times to forget everything bout u, but whyy, when everything goes on smoothly, u appear back ? ^^ i thought u never need me -.-

and recently, idk why all of sudden, everything bout that BIATCH came up in my mind, and kept distracting me from doing everything tht i wanted to do, perghhh gila stress weyhh. ntah apa punya setan pun aku tk tau -.- i feel like crying like hell, mcm....damn kau ! and i feel like menyesal giler p tnya dkt si 'Dia' pasal tht B tu. tu lah, gatal sgt nk tau, menyesal tk sudah weh -.- and bck to the main topic; okay like 3 days ago kot, like the whole day, he doesnt call me or even text me ! okay at first, aku berlagak cool lah kan, relax aa, meaning, berlagak like 'im gonna find a way to make it without u...tonight !' but mcm sengsara sikit aa, haha mmg sengsara tahap gaban aa, nak nak lg when i've tried so hard to recall BACK ! wht they both have been through together -.- tu lah, gedik lg nk p recall pasal depa bwt pe -.- then mcm dah boring sgt, aku tdo and off phone. soo then the next morning tu bila bukak phone, then tgk ada 3 misscalled weh ! no cmnt ^^

then last night, he pranked me ! perghh mcm.... ! mmg aku mencarut tahap *&%#$$ ! bla bla bla, borak dgn dia, sampai dkt this part, i've made a decision to tell him wht i've felt bfore cuz sepanjang aku borak dgn dia, ada je benda yg aku mengarut, nk marah2 n stuff(since im having my bad PMS ! -.-) n mybe dia like bengang kot (lantak kau lah ^^) soo dia suruh aku burst out wht i've felt (haaa good idea sayang !) (even i miss calling him wth tht name -.-) sooo i told him the truth n about a few minutes, he give me like some excuses (he was trying to avoid me thought -.-) hell ya ! n from there i've made a very hard hard decision, to forget everything ABOUT HIM ! then aku hantar like 1 page text n tell him to not contact me n just forget everythng tht happened n he replied, 'up to u then'. soo yeahhh ! n pg td bngun, feel like nk mula hidup baru lah konon2 (:P) n everything goes on smoothly today, then ptg td, he called me ! haaaaaaaaaaaa then sumpah aku tk tau nk cmnt ape ^^.
sooo thts wht happened today, soo mybe later guys ! (rse mcm hari ni bnyk curse org, no hard feeling !)