Monday, December 21, 2009


perghhh knape lah boring tahpa gaban sgt uhh lately nih ? seriously...im starting to hate her these lately ! she get me annoyed wth her -.- bole tk kalau 1 hari tu tk memekak ke, membebel ke ? thts annoying mannnnn -.- tuu lah aku dah ckp, makin lama aku duduk dlm rumah nihh, makin glerr+bengong+buntuu tahap gaban pun ade ! -.- sumpah fedup sial, i feel like....nk menjerit bia 1 subang bestari nih dgr -.- perghh sumpah boring sial. ingt time spm jee bole jd glerr, but then afta spm pun...it doesnt change anythng -.- haihhhhhh. stresss ! bosan ! rse cmm, wth ! tkde keje lain ke nk bwt ?! huuuuuhhhh. lemass kot aku dlm rumah nihhhh -.- membebel 24/7 -.- haihhh nk tnggu resault, lmbt lg. what a life ! -.- andd somehow im feeling apathetic wth these bullshit thngs ! giler aku tk lme lg... haaaaa haneef, haneef, where have u been ? mmm lately nihh dia pun like menghilang kan dri,andd soo am i. kerana moodswings aku yg tk brape stabil tuhh, masing2 menghilangkan dri, mcm org tiup lilin, fuhh ! (excusme ? ko mrepek ape nihh huh ? tkde kena mengena dgn lilin, hahah) seee, makin menjadi2 kegilaan aku nih. haihhh hidup ouhh hidupp.mmmm jupgie bile bapak balik, ada org mengadu, then bapak ketuk pintu, masuk bilik and start kuliah, ohoiiii mcm ni lah rutin harian bile brgaduh dgn 'DIA' alahaiii tk sabar rse nyer nk tnggu petang nih. then kena kuliah then bebel2, pastu kena mintk maaf and stuff. eishhhh ! annoying kan ?! duh !

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Perasaan Ini

now aku rasa bru aku find out yg why im not even happy when SPM's done. it's just.. maybe cuz there will be no more hangout wth them, i mean, no more lepak lepak dgn budak2 clas semua, arghhhhh tk best kot. obviously, i hate this part -.- im gonna miss them soo much -.- especially fatin, yg duduk dlm class same2 dgn aku,yg slalu gaduh dgn aku everytime mood swing aku mencecah tahap giler, then rehat same2, kutuk minah psycho tue, hahaha even lepak rumah die, then apyp yg slalu like 'nadia ! ajar aku matrix ! dah nk exam nih.(dgn muka langsi die tuh!) hehh then nija, yg pg2 aku ajak die kua class utk turun kantin smate mate nk pg beli keropok lekor, hahah it was really a sweet moment wth them and now i already miss them soo bad :( memang dlu slalu trpekik telolong ckp tk sabar nk habes skolah and stuff but bila fikir2 balik en, sumpah rindu kot ! skarang ni pun aku dah rindu time class dgn teacher shaista :( bile time science je, sumpah excited gler nk blaja, Pn.Shaista was SUPERB ! i love her :) macam2 lah kot -.- rinduuu sgt ! :( now bru kau rase mcm mne prasaan bile dah habis skolah, n its already happened to meee :( im kinda like......sedih kot -.- then just nw survey punye survey kt youtube, jumpe laa this one lagu niee, bile dengar lyric die en, its kinda like relating wth wht im feeling now, whch is ;
its 2 a.m
feeling like i just lost a friend
hope u know its not easy,
easy for me
i'll never forget u guys, we will meet up someday :)


Friday, December 11, 2009

tired -.-

afta thngs to thngs, now its already reach to the final level : just came bck from the graduation ! :) atlast ! no more exam, no more bangun pagi2, no more homework, no more.......whtsoever lah .. ! hahah feel free~~~~ :DD but bila fikir balik, mst lepas nie rindu skolah punya lah ! -.- mcm2 kot yg jd kt skolah, bitter sweet memories mmg bnyak lah :( rindu dak2 kelas :( nija, apyp, fatin, hafiz, and soo on -.- im gona miss u guys, really miss :( hoping tht our friendship will remain forever :) okayyy, now sambung balik pasal graduation day td, ahahhh bole pulak iklan masuk benda lain, touching2 lak ! hahah :D then haha pg2 lg dah bngun, kemas bilik, then siap2 nk pakai bju baru sume, hehh glamour u ! haha tkde la glamour mne, biase jee :) pastu dah siap2 sume, aku pu dgn harapan nk tnjuk bju baru yg aku pakai ni kt ibu, but then -.- bad moment -.- ibu tk larat, cuz mybe malam td penat jge amir yusuf kot, bru lepas sunat la kte kan. okay then bapak pun hantar aku pg SEGi College. then bole pulak time sampai tu, ade aa scene2 yg menyakitkan hati en, bole pulak aku nmpak 2 org minah nie kan, pergh bajet lawa sial ! padahal ko tue tkde aa lawa mne ! alahaaiii, just ko bawak balak, fikir balak ko tu hot sgt ke ?! aku dgn fatin memang anti gler aa kt sorg minah ni, fatin lg benci la kot ! hey i gives u hell okay ! bla blaa ( malas nk brcerita pasal minah yg ntah pape tu en) then time dalam dewan, soo far best aa jugak en, hollowhead performed, then ade slideshow, pergh time slideshow tu sumpah sedih gler kot ! lepas ni dah tkde da bnda2 alah tu sume, i mean, gelak2 cm org gler kt skolah, mrayap ape sume, but like i said, everythng happens with a reason . then sampai mse utk naik stage n amik sijil as a Graduan ! u noe ! hahah mcm trketaar ketar nk naek tu, tngan gler sejuk aa, hahah padahal bukan de pape pun :P bla bla blaaaa sampai la satu part ni, photography session. time ni, again ! tht minah buat hal -.- eii tolong lah faham weh, dah kelas blakang tu dah lah, tkpayah aa nk trhegeh2 masuk class org, bukan nk ckp ape aa, tk payah aa nk menyebuk kt class org, menyemak siot ! mcm tk sedar dri pun ye gak.....hmm malas aa nk pnjang2 cte.bla bla bla, sampai la rumah, but then i was soo frustrated actually cuz mak long cant come to pick me :( she cnt make it cuz pak long will be here by tmorow :( i was like.....kayyy, maybe next time nad, u still got the time, its a long holiday, dont worry :) but then, bila sampai kt 1 part tu ................................. -.- i just cant say it, most terrible thgs happened and i never expect it would happen -.- i just need some greetings from her, but instead the other thngs came happened -.-