Monday, January 11, 2010

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realized
That I really didn't know.

If you didn't notice
You mean everything, quickly I'm learning
To love again, all I know is
I will be OK.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll All get better in time

Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve too
It'll all get better in time

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna to let it hurt my feelings
But that's the past I believe it

Since there's no more you and me
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I Will


I just stare out of my window

uhuuhhh baru je lepas make over bilik nie haa, ahaahhh new curtain, new table, new bed sheet :) aww aww thanks ibu ! :) its kinda like a boring day today, but been full it wth the make over and stuff soo not soo boring soo far. but a lil bit dissappointed -.- he coudnt make it to come and meet me -.- awww td punya lah excited giler tunggu sampai pukul 4. semangat giler nk jumpa dia, but then mady said tht they couldnt make it cuz they got something to settle, ***sight ! -.- and its killing me to see he go after all this time. and mybe they might come here tmorow ,perhaps.hoping. im start to miss atin very much right now, ouhh i miss her soo much. cant wait to meet her :) sooo i've got thngs to settle up wth mady right now, and later guys ! ouhh youuu ! i got ur text finally ;)

u take my breath away
with everything u say
i just wanna be with youu
thats my biggest wish
:)

Friday, January 8, 2010

Primary School Reunion

well its been like... ages kot ! haaa lebih kurang lah tk update blog. seriously like malas giler n tkde mood weyhh ! ntah pekena ntah pun aku tk tau. even skarang pun like malas giler je nk tulis. ahahh ! sooo had soo much fun today :) like early in the morning dah kena bangun to get prepared for driving class. ohhh best seyh drive. tk sabar nk test dgn abg jpj, ahahhah ;D then like tengah hari tu, dah prepare barang nk masak masak cuz petang tu ada reunion :) soo kteorg buat mcm portluck lah. then afta dh siap siap tu, ibu sent me to dyrah's house. then from there i met him for a while. like miss him a lot, thought. but jumpa kejup je. then afta tht kteorg pun gerak pie padang tht beside the perfection, i mean, around padang kota. at first when we arrived there, the sunny were still there, but afta like a few mins like tht, tiba tiba je hujan rintik rintik, ahahh mulut aku masin ! hahah best gila kacau kacau dorg td :D soo bla bla bla, makan, then bergambar bagai ! hahaha best giler and atlast kreorg pun bersurai ! :D but nw i feel like lost or something. i've been distracted by something tht even me myself doesnt knw wht is it about. i try to sleep just nw, but too bad, i cant. idk why. quite blur right nw. i dk wht im merepk and stuff ! like no life ! whts wrong with u nad ? -.- hmm maybe later guys since my eyes are killing me to say goodnight ! :)