Never trust in LOVE

If u LOVE someone, NEVER expect someone to LOVE u back. LOVE IS BULLSHIT n there will be no TRUE LOVE. Such a nonsence !

Hate being stuck in here :(

Well school will be open in 2 days. N i already feel the feeling that i really hate :( bosan ! And somehow benci gila duduk sini :( even waktu cuti pun tk boleh keluar pg mana mana. Thts totally sucks ! After being here like 3 to 4 months n berguling dgn study like hell gila, nw, when we need somethng to enjoy, dan ia disekat ! What kind of holiday u called somehow ? All we cn do is like makan tdo makan tdo -.- thts sucks ! Nk keluar sesuka hati pun susah. And U have lost my ATM card ! Thts way more sucks !! My ATM, n its from my dad, n im way far from my country :( benci benci n benci ! Lucky me there's no money in my bank -.-

And ! Starting from this coming holiday (well even its still lmbt lg) I will never n never sit here, in this place, walhatta cuti dah start even 1 hari. NEVER ! Sebelum cuti start lg aku dah balik. I'll make this happen ~.~ God :( i have U. Help me in settle this problem :(

Warkah

Takkan lagi aku menunggu, kau hadir di dalam mimpi mimpi ku. Puas ku mengharap kan diri mu, seperti mereka yang punya cinta, diri ku tanpa dirimu, kau tempuhi penuh bahagia, diri ku mahu kau tahu, begini jika kau merasa. Langkah ku mengharapkan dirimu, seperti yg aku kenali dulu. Setia ku menanti kan diri mu, seperti setia nya terhadap diriku, tp ku melepaskan mu, melangkah namun tk berdaya, terus ku terus menunggu, cinta yang tak kan pernah ada.... Pahitnya perasaan ini :(

Sober

Nadia's back ! :D agak lame jugak lah en aku tk update blog -- n i miss blogging so much ! Bt wht to do, kepadatan jadual membuatkn aku sgtsgt melupakan semuanya. Well nw im back :) bt mybe its just for a while :( well i dnt cre. Lets enjoy it ! :D

Well at 1st, kehidupan di Surabaya brjalan dgn baik, so far alhamdulillah n lets pray tht afta ths pun semuanye brjalan dgn baik :) n for u guys info, im having my holidays nw, tinggal lg 2 weeks then afta tht sesi ta'lim pun brjalan spt biasa.

I dnt knw how to dscribe wht i feel right nw, bt aku rse cm sgt gelisah, even hati pun tk tenang :( i hate ths part right here. I miss my parents so much since dorg pun bru je blik Malaysia yest :( n i hate being apart from them :( ibu, bapak, did u guys knw tht u guys r my strength ? Nw i feel like very lonely n weak -.- only Allah's knw how i feel. And somehow, wht i feel right nw, got related wth the one i really care :( wht is he/she doing right nw ? I miss him/her so much. Bt i knw, i could be the last person tht he/she could realize my existence :(

And nw, sumpah bosan gila when u got stuck in place tht u tk biasa whch is my place -.- even kau merantau celah mane skali pun, negara sendiri jugak yg paling the best. Nak balik Malaysia :( and i wish a miracle could happen in ths 2 weeks bfore the class start. Amin !

Well somehow, in here, sedikit kaku lah pulak since dah lama tk blogging kan -.- got nothing to say, n the next update will be coming ur way, insyaAllah :) toodles !