Saat-saat akhir Part 1

Morning ! :) so, td malam dah berazam nk pg joging pg2 nih n u knw wht ? i did it ! hehe walaupun tk berlari, tp atleast i've been walking like mybe 1 hour non stop ! cheehh caya lah ! haha alaa stakat nk keluar kan peluh je n nak ambik berkat rezeki pg lah kate kan :) so today's journey is beginnign since i woke up at 7.30 am. keluar rumah dlm pukul 7.45. jalan punya jalan menikmati pg yg indah :) ambik angin, sambil menikmati alam ciptaan Allah ni. huishh tenang2 :D n smpai rumah dlm 8.45 mcm tu n settle kan sikit kerja rumah, mandi, n now dok lah mengadap laptop nii. been thinking to write some journal b4 i leave :) so i got class to attend, will update afta the class finish. stay tuned ! chewahh

12.10 PM : class cancel. tp kena pg class brainwash -.- kena brainwash kaw2. keep repeating the same thing n smpai 1 tahap rse mcm serba salah hidup kt dunia nii. sometimes trfikir jugak, kenapalah aku tk jd air ke, tk jd batu ke, jd bnda yg heartless ke -.- biar semua org suka, biar semua org tk sakit hati with my presence. stress, biol kepala otak, many more :( sungguh ! serba salah aku dibuatnya hidup ni. kesal -.-terasa diri ni mcm tak boleh dipercayai langsung. it's like.........tk tau lah nk buat apa skarang. mcm hari kehancuran dunia je aku nih. mcm tkde life. kenapa aku yg trpilih ???

4.40 PM : just woke up from nap. erghh masih dipanggil nap ke ? tidur dr kul 12.30 tngah hari smpai 4.4o ptg ? hmm tension punya pasal kot. so tlh brfikir untuk keluar, amek angin ptg. pg jalan2 tenang kan fikiran sebelum menunggu masa kena "BOOM" -.- havent had my lunch yet. serba salah nk keluar bilik. serba salah nk turun. cepat lah hari ahad menjelma, biar aman sikit hidup org dlm rumah ni, tk payah kering2 darah fikirkan hal aku sorang je. wait ! b4 keluar, kain belum lipat. settlekan kain dulu lahh. stay tuned :)

7.56 PM : hello ! bertemu kembali. bru habis menyiang ikan di dapur :D so now tk tau nk buat ape, kinda starving -.- tuleeeee, td org ajak makan tk mau, jjual mahal, kan dah jd awang ! -.- tkpe2, cool, mlm2 tk boleh mkn, nnt meletup badan tu karang :O so, got nothing to say actually. having cookies right now, hihi. belum mandi lg nih. sat lg lah.

11.00 PM : well just watched no strings attached :D n dah mandi :) nak kemas2 bilik and nk pack barang sikit. hmm i think today's journey will end here. oh lupa ! the condition is still the same. aku rasa kesal n geram sgt ! but wht to do, i cant do anything -.- feel sad :( i want that jubah so much :( tk tau lah ada rezeki ke tk nk dpt jubah tu cuz wa tngah broke gila nihhhh :( time to sleep i think. today's journey will end here, goodnight ! :)